17.0607-0900 Finger on Hand of House -
@25.0827-1038.57 by Atx
Dear Marla,
o I want to belong to this house.
o This may sound crazy, but, in the morning, when I put my apron on, I want to become the 'right hand' of the house that it uses to maintain itself. I go where it needs me to go and do what it needs me to do. I want to feel as if I am a living part of this house.
o I a sense, the house becomes my fetish in the same way my rubber fetish does. I want to turn 'me' off and switch 'house' on.
o I am but an object in it's employ, much like a vacuum cleaner or dishwasher. Perhaps I'm more like one of those little round vacuum cleaners that wander around the house at night, gently bumping into things while it vacuums the floor under it, except that I do it during the day.
o